My Last Post Ever

To all my followers, this is the last post I will ever post in my life on Earth. It will be my last because I am planning on killing myself because of the guilt I feel for betraying Jesus. I tried to tell you guys that I did what I had to in order for Jesus to free our souls and die for our sins, but you've made it clear how you feel through your hate mail, rude comments, and through my poll question on my profile. (If you haven't voted yet do so now). But I see no reason to go on living now that you all feel like I am some kind of monster. I am so overwhelmed with regret that I even returned the 30 pieces of silver I was given for betraying Jesus. I won't be needing them for where I am going, which is on to the next life. Whether it be Heaven or Hell, it's in God's hands now. Good-bye my Friends... Forever

I Have a Serious Money Problem

Dear friends,
I am here to write about a big problem I have, and that problem is money. I can't help but to just spend and spend and spend some more! And when I run out of money, I always need more. For gosh sakes I sold out the savior of everyone (even though I had to) for 30 pieces of silver! I love to buy expensive wines and fabulous meals and I always have to have the nicest robes. I have a real problem here, but I'm working to get better. Jesus has taught me to not value material things as much and give back to people with less. Even though I sold him out, his lessons will stay with me forever.

It was necessary for me to turn in Jesus

Many people think that I am a bad person or greedy or selfish for turning over Jesus. But in actuality I played an important role in the saving of all mankind. It was Jesus' mission to die for our sins so eventually Jesus would have to die. I just took matters into my own hands and spead up the process a bit. You can think what you want about me, but I knew what i had to do and i did it. That's all that matters.